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Jun. 8th, 2009 | 06:52 pm

i need to talk to like, a career psychologist.

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lazy conscience.

May. 20th, 2009 | 08:47 pm

Fuck, I've gotten so lazy. Or I've just stayed lazy this whole year, but things are better this quarter. I really wanna get back into filmmaking and being busy with it. I feel incompetent in my filmmaking abilities after not being involved this whole year. Part of the reason for that is because I wasn't sure where to start I guess, film-freshmen kinda just intern on random things... I DID try to intern on something during winter quarter, but it was in the middle of midterms and papers so it was a failed attempt.

I haven't really been going to film class but I went today for a screening, "The Celebration". Danish film-- it was good. I was motivated to take my own notes on it when no one usually does. Basically, it's about this dysfunctional German family at the father's 60th birthday; the plot was well-done and the screenwriting was terrific (lol at my film criticism). It actually made me about-to-tear, and I haven't been tear-jerked in a while. It reminded me of The Royal Tenenbaums a bit, too.

There are so many great films out there, I wanna watch all of them, I wish I've been watching all of them. Last night, I saw fucken' BLADES OF GLORY, but only the first half of it. I can't believe I haven't seen it before. That movie is loaded with stereotypes, it's ridiculously entertaining.

I really wanna make my own film(s) though. Even if it's something small. I think it'd be really nice to have some creative creation of my own, but most of all, something legitimate to pride myself in (and not just my Chapman University submission). I wanna do this all now, before production classes and 106's (big film projects), which are in like junior year.
I've been thinking of getting a Nikon D90 because it has amazing video quality, and since I'm a Nikon DSLR user anyway. It's not as consistent as a DV camera, but I still dig 'cause I'm big into aesthetics.

Yeah. Just thinking about my "life interest". Feelin' obligated towards it.

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tweets for today

May. 18th, 2009 | 12:04 am

  • 14:12 wow i think i had these horrible dreams where i was failing my classes this quarter. in other news, yesterday (extravaganza) was a long day
  • 17:48 fuckennn wanna see Star Trek. really bad. but no one here is lame enough to mish it to the movies with me.
  • 23:45 wish I randomly met a celebrity or experienced a legit earthquake. life's boring (LB)

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tweets for today

May. 4th, 2009 | 12:04 am


  • 19:22 Oh, LA. I fucking miss you sometimes.

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tweets for today

Apr. 30th, 2009 | 12:03 am

  • 08:27 Korean BBQ sounds deliciousdfslcsdjrkthgljfasfuckyinkashonibareeeeeee
  • 13:09 probably got a B- on that paper... or lowerrr....
  • 19:07 woke up. soOOOooo dgaf about life again.

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tweets for today

Apr. 26th, 2009 | 12:03 am

  • 16:07 duuude, kinda stoked for hard summer. even underworld is pretty sick, haha.
  • 19:15 i really think i could throw a ridic party... i want my tables :[

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tweets for today

Apr. 25th, 2009 | 12:04 am

  • 05:10 can't stop, won't stop, gotta stop
  • 11:14 wait... daft punk might come to EDC?
  • 16:39 okay, NOW i'm super sad that I missed Crookers.
  • 18:32 big mistake buying wholesale soy crisps -_-

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tweets for today

Apr. 20th, 2009 | 12:04 am


  • 22:09 i could write a million status updates right now about coachella, but all i'm gonna say is: i am BACK

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tweets for today

Apr. 18th, 2009 | 12:04 am


  • 03:49 I only don't know 'cause I haven't learned

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tweets for today

Apr. 17th, 2009 | 12:04 am

  • 13:55 a little too much for infected mushroom (but it was way fun for the short time it lasted lolol)
  • 15:22 itunes playlist "hiphop/r&b" is so perfect right now
  • 15:23 "and you got dem erykah badu chicks"
  • 18:31 the way brazilians speak portuguese is the shit. also, booka shade - charlotte. i'm digging chill music so much today
  • 18:41 tinyurl.com/6hkytp I never said I was true

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